Memories of haven

A moment so beautiful you will never forget
A word so compassionate forms a loving silhouette
A touch filled with passion and desire
Captures the love amongst indousable fires

A promise so true, I cannot imagine
From no one else but next in kin
You have but yet proven me wrong
Your promises ever so true and strong

In that moment of promised eternity
I can't help but feel a sense of serenity
Through the words of warmth and comfort
Enveloping my being, protecting from hurt

Yet here I am, alone and battered
By the jaws of time, all faith shattered
Unable to comprehend the loss of security
When I always believed we were meant to be

Trust gone awry, love gone astray
How did it reach a point of dismay
With the memories of haven all away
And no one but myself to face the day...

Speak to me..

I love how sometimes certain songs with their lyrics and music just speak to you... They grab the very essence of the moment you're in, and somehow always come into your life at the right time which is predominantly a moment of despair or loss. Only question is whether they actually help you and make you stronger or remind you of that very situation you are in..

One day

You make me stronger
You make me happy
You hold my hand
Through all thats crappy.
You make me smile
You make me laugh
You're by my side
When things get rough.
You showed me life
You loved me for me
One day I hope
Like you, I will be...

Stay..

Funny you're the broken one but I'm the one that needs saving....

D day

The day you realize you will never be wanted. By anyone.
Thats the day....the day your life begins.

Is it?

Something tells me.. This is it.. The end.

The inevitable jealousy..

No matter how many times you tell yourself " This will not affect me" or " I do not care" , I think the very act of saying those things means it does affect you and you do care. And that is not bad. How can it be bad to feel you are important to someone or just that you are someone that matters the world to them. When that does not happen, with you, but maybe with someone else(especially right in front of you), you can't help but feel jealous. That can't be wrong. Can it?  Of course not, because "I do not care".... yeah... Right!

Staying strong

Things pull you down. They bum you out and make you want to give up. But when people who hurt you don't realize it themselves, there is no reason you need to waste emotions of care, concern, love or affection. Don't waste your time on telling them about your life when they clearly have no interest in it. Until you and them realize excuses will always be just words and never actions.. You will be stuck on a hurtful loop of pain and hatred.. You need to stay strong through all that. Otherwise you are no better than them.. You are at their mercy..