One day

You make me stronger
You make me happy
You hold my hand
Through all thats crappy.
You make me smile
You make me laugh
You're by my side
When things get rough.
You showed me life
You loved me for me
One day I hope
Like you, I will be...

Stay..

Funny you're the broken one but I'm the one that needs saving....

D day

The day you realize you will never be wanted. By anyone.
Thats the day....the day your life begins.

Is it?

Something tells me.. This is it.. The end.

The inevitable jealousy..

No matter how many times you tell yourself " This will not affect me" or " I do not care" , I think the very act of saying those things means it does affect you and you do care. And that is not bad. How can it be bad to feel you are important to someone or just that you are someone that matters the world to them. When that does not happen, with you, but maybe with someone else(especially right in front of you), you can't help but feel jealous. That can't be wrong. Can it?  Of course not, because "I do not care".... yeah... Right!

Staying strong

Things pull you down. They bum you out and make you want to give up. But when people who hurt you don't realize it themselves, there is no reason you need to waste emotions of care, concern, love or affection. Don't waste your time on telling them about your life when they clearly have no interest in it. Until you and them realize excuses will always be just words and never actions.. You will be stuck on a hurtful loop of pain and hatred.. You need to stay strong through all that. Otherwise you are no better than them.. You are at their mercy..

Barely Breathing..

I know what you're doing

I see it all too clear

I only taste the saline

When I kiss away your tears

You really had me going

Wishing on a star

The black holes that surround you

Are heavier by far

I believed in your confusion

So completely torn

Must have been that yesterday

Was the day that I was born

There's not much to examine

There's nothing left to hide

You really can't be serious

If you have to ask me why

I say goodbye

'Cause I am barely breathing

And I can't find the air

Don't know who I'm kidding

Imagining you care

And I could stand here waiting

A fool for another day

I don't suppose it's worth the price

It's worth the price, the price

That I would pay, yeah yeah, yeah

Everyone keeps asking

What's it all about?

I used to be so certain

Now I can't figure out

What is this attraction?

I only feel the pain

There's nothing left to reason

And only you to blame

Will it ever change?

'Cause I am barely breathing

And I can't find the air

Don't know who I'm kidding

Imagining you care

And I could stand here waiting

A fool for another day

I don't suppose it's worth the price

It's worth the price, the price

That I would pay, yeah yeah, yeah

But I'm thinking it over anyway

I'm thinking it over anyway

I've come to find

I may never know

Your changing mind

Is it friend or foe?

I rise above or sink below

With every time

You come and go

Please don't come and go

'Cause I am barely breathing

And I can't find the air

Don't know who I'm kidding

Imagining you care

And I could stand here waiting

A fool for another day

But I don't suppose it's worth the price

It's worth the price, the price

That I would pay, yeah yeah, yeah

But I'm thinking it over anyway

I'm thinking it over anyway

Well, I know what you're doing

I see it all too clear